Sunday, September 25, 2005 @ 5:55 AM

Picture it.

Alright, haven't been updating quite sometime. It's either busy studying for tests or revision. I am going mad soon. Have to endure for another month and I am done! Yeah, planning out my goals really motivate me. Ha!

In the middle of a fresher crowd
I lost myself at your show last night
looking at those glittery and incandescent eyes
tell me who you really are, when the lights go down
baby you're a glitter doll, on the radio i dissolve in my stereo
Baby, sprinkle you magic and love all over me like ecstasy you poison my intoxication
the uncertainty you had of me brought clouded shady company
the tenderness habitual, a seldom-fading ritual

Why does tonight, have to end
Why don't we hit restart,
And pause it at our favorite parts
We'll skip the goodbyes
If I had it my way,
I'd turn the car around and run away,
Just you and I.

Subconsciously motivated natural instinct
Flirt with conception
You're a bonafide rarity, you're all I ever wanted
no more masquerade, you are one lonely star.

Tuesday, September 20, 2005 @ 9:15 AM

You know what now?


Flip the books, fetch the notes it's time to MUG... Oh-so gross.

Monday, September 19, 2005 @ 1:18 AM

Don't cry for me Argentina


Madonna sang this for the remembrance of Evita. Okay, just know that she is some GREAT great lady who saved many poor people in Argentina.


Yesterday, at dinner. My mom asked me what I want to study after my Os. I was like I want to try out for the first 3 months and experience what JC life is. Dad said JC life is VERY very stressful. Even you get into one, your results might just be an average or even worst, fail your GP. Poly, obviously not that stressful. Can at least study something you are interested in. Lol, look at my sis, half a more year she's GRADUATING! so fast.


Intially, told my mom I wanted to be the first woman to land on the moon. Lol, because yesterday's moon was really round! Okay, that's so ridiculous. But later, I came out with something more appropriate... something about interior designing! Yeah, my cousin is working as that. I love watching programmes which it's related to interior designing. Probably I shall consider that. Ha.


Oh and yes, Serene helped both my sis and I sign up for the Chingay 2006! They are encouraging all the graduating FD to join. Lol, but they only have 50 vacant. Next year? Os? Chingay? Argh!


Because of you I find it hard to trust everyone around me.

Sunday, September 18, 2005 @ 10:31 AM

It's just a dot


Just got back from TBSC. Met a new friend from my school! She's sec 2 this year. Her name is Bronte? Lol, how do you pronounce that? She approached me in the toilet and was like are you from the same school as me? Tabletennis? You know who Jenna is? Yeah, what a small world. Didn't know that my school have so many SOKA people. Seriously, I never see her before. Heh.


Okay, shall ask her how to pronounce her name when school starts. Bronte? Bron-te? Ha.

Saturday, September 17, 2005 @ 9:02 AM

Woosh! I am back.


Took a loooonnnngg haitus from blogging. Okay, not exactly long but it's kinda long for me not to blog for like 3 consecutive days. Lol. Did A.math weekend assignment for like an hour for only 8 questions plus the sketching of diagrams. Fairly long, I know. But it's quite productive, because Circular measures requires loads of thinking process and at least I can do more than half of it. Find it very interesting and now I am only left with one question undone. Tired.


After school, went to the library with Eugenia and Jing wen. Wanted to borrow some books but didn't have the time to read. Dropped the idea. I love going to SANS bookshop! Plenty of books to read and seriously I can stay there and read the whole day. Damn engrossed with the books over there. Heh.


Always wonder why couples love going to library and date. Goodness! Is the environment there very romantic? books? Bad taste! Ha. Saw this secondary school girl with her boyfriend. Looks so much older than her sitting at one corner....Hugging! I was browising through the books near them and that freaking guy kept looking at me as though I spoilt the whole atmosphere for them. Gosh, where's that library where people go there plainly for books?


You don't hug and kiss in public do you? Espicially when you are in a school uniform. Bah! Just think twice, having a stead such a young age? Something tells me that these people are desperately in need of love. And I mean really desperate. =/ Lol, this is just my own point of view.

Nothing seems to matter anymore.

Tuesday, September 13, 2005 @ 8:52 AM

Till then...


There's nothing much to blog these few days. At the moment, I will be busy mugging with studies and busy doing my revision. It really irritates me when teachers always tell us how tight is time and my school have this TVs showing how many days are left for the Os. Oh wth, you guys are giving us more pressure. Guess this is the only way to motivate us.


For all these, I will take a Hiatus for blogging. How long? I don't know. Maybe if something interesting crops up, I will be back again. Meanwhile, you guys continue to tag at my board and I will still reply your tags! =)


Till then, HIATUS.


I don't want to make you face this world. alone.

Monday, September 12, 2005 @ 5:26 AM

It was never a wish


It's been two days... and this is how the song goes. Still remember the day you sent it to me. You said you wanted to share this song with me because that describe our friendship. Oh how touching. =/ But apparently I lost the song! Argh. Still remember that question you asked me. 'Ever wish I was a year younger.' Yeah, I remembered.


Guess, 10 months really past by in a blink of an eye. Where last december we became friends and chatted all day. Seriously, not a single day missed. Gosh, I miss those times. Late night messages.


Though sometimes you didn't like the way I treated you but no matter what, you will always say that's what friends are for. Ha. =) That's so nice of you, my friend.


Then came school. We agreed to email and stuffs but it didn't end up long. Busy with school work and activities. You, my captain busy with competitions. Surprisingly you messaged me when you are about to leave for malaysia for a school trip. Glad you did. Because that prove me that I wasn't forgotten.


Once, you helped me. Though it's only for a show but you said it sounded like reality, I agree. You shared your troubles and I was most willing to help you. You even told me that you two were over. Don't know why you did that for. But anyway, you got over it preety fast. You said talking to me was better as compared to her. You were happy, that's for sure. Anyway, thanks so much boy...


Anyway peeps, I am not having some kind of depression. Just realised friends are very important to us. Plus you guys must be wondering why I wrote it like out of the blue? Ha, this song was played on air yesterday on 98.7 so memories came flashing back. Not regretted knowing you. You got me?


Come home soon. Local band does rock.

Sunday, September 11, 2005 @ 6:40 AM

Another grisly news


Done some revision and yay I am blogging! Well, if you guys have been reading the newspaper and watching the news... there's another murder case! Gosh, the police suspected it is a maid who killed a maid kind of story. Maybe la. Nowadays, maid can be so bloody scary too.


Guess, all this action should put to a stop uh. It's damn GRISLY, BLOODY disgusting. Body chopped into parts and disposed to the vicinity. And the worst thing is, the body was found at orchard! Wth, now no one dares to go there.


Never thought you could mean so much in such a little time.

Saturday, September 10, 2005 @ 3:55 AM

I'm addicted to...


The dragon's battle showing on channel 8! Lol, first time I am interested on this kind of shows. It's about the battle between the dragons and human. As you know, human are cruel creatures and the emperor wants to destroy all the dragons. Yeah, battle battle and battle. Sounds boring, I know. But don't know why I am so interested.


Yesterday's series was the most exciting. Wrong word, should be evil and torturous. The emperor's knight caught one dragon and they were suppose to kill it. But so happen, Christopher Lee and Yao Lie (another guy. Undercovered dragon. Ha.) had to draw lots to kill the dragon to see which one is the best warrior. Wth, like this also nice? Initially, Christopher Lee was the one who had to kill the dragon. Yao Lie heaved a sigh of relieve. But apparently, the emperor switched the rule. So Yao Lie had to kill instead of Christopher Lee.


Yeah, here comes the sad part. Seriously, it was damn sad to see him killing his own friend. But to gain the emperor's trust, his friend (the dying dragon) wants him to kill! He was faced in a dilemma you see. Goodness, I was like on the verge on crying. Imagine killing your own friend, your own man kind! Obviously, the dragon died. My, what a noble dragon he was. Lol.


One more thing is there's like three men who fell in love with one girl. Lol, damn pathetic la. Threesome? Lol, super sarcastic . But anyway, I still love the show.


Most of my friends were like... that show? the dragon? So lame! Bah. Haha.


I want to hold on to a time when nothing matters.

Friday, September 09, 2005 @ 5:22 AM

I'm good to go


Gosh, holidays are going to end soon. Then come exams. Blah, so stressful. Sis bought a pair of adidas shoe. It's like golden brown in colour. Cost her 49 bucks, close to 50! Well, she can afford it because she's working already. A new 'Tai tai' in the house. Got to ask her to get something nice for me too! I think I need more clothes for my closet. Uh no, it would be better if you can take me out one day and I can buy what I like! [ dajie, read this] -evil grins-


So bored, there's math lesson tomorrow. Again. Argh, CME project? Halfway through. E.math, check. A.math, check. Chinese, check. Chemistry, check. Geography, check. Holiday assignments, CHECK! so I am left with revision. Great!


No more masquerade, you're one lonely star.

Thursday, September 08, 2005 @ 9:02 AM

I don't feel a thing anymore.


It's so weird when your juniors come asking you how to get into a pure science class. It's so damn funny. Because that was how I behave last year. Kept asking my seniors is life tough being in a pure science class. Having those thoughts like not able to make it. Doing badly for maths and science.


Getting back the streaming results and loads of people crowding round the notice board to see which class we enrolled in. Ha, those were the days. Now there's a bigger challenge for me. The Os.


Just wana wish everyone lucks in the end of year and peeps work hard!


Yes, one more thing. Never ever buy KFC chicken with cheese fries. I tell you it's damn disgusting with all those cheese together with the chicken. Plus it's so full eating both of it. Ate that for lunch today and I feel like vomiting. Yucks, had to make those negative comments when I stepped out from the place. It's damn sickening.


Wake me up when september ends.

Wednesday, September 07, 2005 @ 8:42 AM

The girl in the mirror


Went training today. The most irritaing thing is that the place is infested with mosquitoes. Argh, kept scratching and now my legs are like having red poker dots. Ugly. Anyway, haven't been training for quite sometime but surprisingly I could still catch up and my skills hasn't deprove. Ahh, three hours of training and I feel so tired already.


More holiday assignments given by my math and chemistry teacher. I want to shoot all of them down. Heh, kidding. Oh yeah that reminds me of something. Something really stupid. =/


The world is really so small! I have got a friend from SOKA who has a cousin in my school too! No wonder his name rings a bell when you mentioned. Yeah, he added me on friendster though. Lol, glad we get to know each other.


I wish there was something I could do.

Monday, September 05, 2005 @ 4:33 AM

Because of you


Heartbreaker;


New direction;


Livin' in perplexity;


Disguise.


Ha, I love those phrase. Don't they just rhythm? I was reading a book and came across these few words. Lol, surprisingly I managed to put them together. Cool huh.


Damn it! There's english oral tomorrow Eeyuuew! Then there is geography remedial at 12. Gosh, gonna come back and then go back to school again. Wth. Oh yeah, have to start on my CME project soon. No-no, you guys are not coming to my house again.


I''ll fall off the sidewalk.

Sunday, September 04, 2005 @ 4:58 AM

Obsession


Changed my song to Obsession by Frankie J. if I am not wrong. I love my layout loads! Though the more at stare at the picture it reminds me of the graph paper. Ha, just look at the background of the picture. Been doing so much graph work for the past few weeks. Argh, I hate drawing graphs.


Anyway, Eugenia is out of Singapore. Went to Bintan or is it Batam? I don't know, she herself don't even know where she is going. All she knows that she's going to a place that starts with 'B'... for Belgium? haha, will be so cool if I ever get a chance to go overseas. Enjoy your holiday at Bintan/Batam. Whatever.


Sugar how you get so fly.

Saturday, September 03, 2005 @ 6:30 AM

New beginning


Today marks the end of term 3. Yeah, indeed it was a very short term. Well, exams are just round the corner. Got to start my revision already. Upon looking at my progress card, I was alittle disappointed. Though, my form teacher said I could do even better to attain much better result but I still don't seem to have made any improvement at all. Bloody hell.


I detest being in upper sec. Being in sec 3 and 4 means the ability to manage your time well and more mugging than ever. New subjects in sec 3 like a.maths and more in depth in physics and chemistry. Sec 4s : Prep exams, prelims, revision revison and more REVISION then comes the Os. Boo hoo! Ah, can't imagine I have grown so quickly and just have to accept reality.


Currently, I don't feel like doing my homework. Because once I start, my mind will take of other things like... EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS! Probably, when my mind is clearer, I will start mugging. Heh.


My aspiration is... BAH! I don't know what I want in life. Whenever my friends ask me whether I want to get into a JC or poly, I will just shrugged. Argh, I hate making decisions. Decisions were never my forte. I'm fickle minded.


Steadfast was never my kind of word.

Friday, September 02, 2005 @ 8:58 AM

New layout


Yep, changed my layout already. Lol, but I don't quite understand what's the picture about. 'Paranoia is killing me' Bah, bloody bloody. Oh yeah, today is superstar finals! Well, I am not into that but what I feel is that both Kelly and Kelvin are really good. They have got really strong voice. Shall see tonight.


Yeah, holidays are just round the corner! Away from school and friends. Finally, I have time on my own. Really, term 3 just ended in a blink of an eye. It's damn fast and next year I will be taking my Os already. Ahh, still remember how I felt while taking my PSLE. The stress and nervousness. Must chant more huh.


My friends actually asked me out today. But I don't know why I just don't like going out with them. I mean I love going out but not with my friends. Uh, only love going out with my sister and my phoenixes. Guess, I seriously got some problem socializing with my fellow peers. =/

Thursday, September 01, 2005 @ 6:53 AM

Teachers' day


This year celebration was a total letdown. Firstly, almost all the mics in the hall were spoilt or the songs played through the PA system were too soft. I think my school ought to change the whole PA system. What a day!


I am tired of my blog skin already. Searched through the website and I still cannot find something I like. Argh, for goodness sake. SOMEONE PLEASE COME OUT WITH SOMETHING NICE. Heh.


Where's my inspiration? uh, now I have got nothing to blog already. =/


even the best fall down sometime, even the wrong word seems to rhythm...